i love you, boy, i'll love you for fucking ever.
I can't decide if I feel bad or not.
The look on his face makes me feel pretty terrible.
He asked for it though, right?
i'm pretty sure he's what i need. but almost the entire country will separate us again tomorrow.
Timing is off, but it's still there. We'll see.
saves the day x 4 or 5?, moneen, thursday x 3, circle beats the square, less than jake, rx bandits, kicked in the head, receiving end of sirens, mates of state x 2, the magnetic fields, mirah x 3, jenny lewis with the watson twins, bright eyes x 4, cursive x 2, one line drawing, planes mistaken for stars, m.ward x 2, minus the bear, new found glory, the used, rufio, my chemical romance, the ataris, poison the well, strung out, autopilot off, rise against, ben folds, ok go, no doubt x 2, cyndi lauper, the gossip, erasure, the who, rufus wainwright, taking back sunday x4, brand new x 3, northstar, from autumn to ashes, tsunami bomb, lit, black eyed peas, garbage, the distillers, britney spears, 98 degrees, jessica simpson, eve6, dashboard confessional x 2, the monkees, black moth super rainbow, built to spill, ozma, weezer, the who, tsunami bomb, fischer spooner, iggy pop, hot hot heat, feist, judgement day, rainer maria, the one a.m. radio, matt pond p.a., tiger army, lovers, the blow, battles, conor oberst and the mystic valley band, ben kweller, rig 1, jens lekman
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edited august 28.
edited Nov. 21
what could have been.
what will be.
what is no more.
you. him. that other guy. the one from work. the one in Seattle. the one I will always like and inevitably never have.
i want to want something attainable.
interview for internship at Boston's Weekly Dig next Friday.
Montreal Thursday - Sunday.
so much work.
I wish we were friends. someday.
I'm pretty sure that I loved someone for two years that never loved me.
and talks shit about my physical appearance now.
.5 oz of respect would be nice.